On the road again

Tomorrow morning I will leave early with my mom to drive across Kansas for a wedding.  Looking forward to listening to a book on CD in the car.  Not looking forward to missing my guys.  I don't know why this time feels different than others.  Maybe it is because each day the boys come home with new things they have learned at school.  Maybe it is that I'm worried about Nathan and this kid who seems to be bullying him.  Maybe it is because I know Jeff is so busy at work, trying to coordinate our new roof, trying to go to school... doing everything for us.  I don't know what it is, but I know I can't wait to get back on Saturday night...